I realize, suddenly, how it seems that so far my LJ has been nothing more than a place to rant-and not just to rant mind you, but to vent. Here are all the crappy thoughts that go inside my head that a sweet girl like me usually just keeps inside until someone tries to snatch my purse or something, in which case they get cremated. Well crime is down in Elko, so I guess I'm left with writing the shit down that bothers me or risk a case of spontaneously combusting. While spontaneous combustion would be a kick ass way to go, I decided long ago that I'll either die when I get struck down by some random, strong as hell bolt of lightening or while ridding the world of zombies and sacrificing myself to the greater good because I just don't want to live very much past the age of 50. SO-If you read a rant of mine and it is nothing more than bitching and doesn't really affect much of anyone or anything, please understand, it's just me venting. I don't mean to cause concern or necessarily need a response of any kind whatsoever, I'm just getting whatever seems to be stuck in my mind OFF my mind in a place where very few people that I know (none of the people who piss me off or might be vented about that can't be vented to their face) will ever see or even know about it. Myspace takes things too seriously and you can't write just to vent and set the blog as private because then suddenly the people who you've forgotten you added way the hell back then are like, DUDE! Can I read your blog? SURELY we're buddies enough that I can read your blog. I don't do small talk and I'm sick of being a bitch and going through and deleting friends and then adding people all of the time. So I'll stick around myspace, but all my real personal thoughts and feelings and disasters are going to be vented right here on LJ.